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Name: Reema
Birthday: 9/16/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Playing clarinet, wasting your time, watching gilmore girls, samurai 7, samurai champloo, beautiful people, listening to FOB for life ~
DIEGO LUNA
Expertise: disappointing others & screwing everything up
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Moo cow91691
AIM:  sunsetcow16
Member Since:
12/6/2002
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| i'm alone in this spinning world of ambition and desire
i can't look back and say i did the right thing or
that i deserve what i got or have
i'm nobody's anything and that's all
so easily replaced or forgotten
i can't help you ... can't help myself
when i die, i'll be gone alone
there won't be a trace worth following
a story worth remembering or telling
there's no irreplacable existence
we all rely on untitled interactions
and find things that were never really missing
- This is the way the world ends
- Not with a bang but a whimper.
it won't be catastrophic, so don't worry
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| interesting summer. Gov School changed my life in so many ways and
definitely solidified my decision to stick with some sort of engineering
in college... shortly after I got home, I became single.
I'm desperately looking forward to 2009. I can only hope Senior year will
be half as amazing as it seems... For the time being, I have 20 relatives
coming to visit and we're all going to Wildwood for the next week!
just for the hell of it...
Name: Reema
Sisters: 0
Brothers: Dru, Srinjoy
Shoe size: 8
Height: 5'2" ish
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: chyah
Kiss anyone: no
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: yup
Miss someone: too many people
Eat: yes
Best feeling in the world: knowing that I truly helped someone feel better
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes!
What's under your bed: extra mattress
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: of course. I hate him, but I know he meant well...
Do you want children: yes
Do you smile often: on occassion I guess
Do you like your hand-writing: it's legible .. which is nice
Are your toe nails painted: yes, french pedicure babe
What color shirt are you wearing now: striped pink and grey
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: ordering food from EFES
I can't wait till: i get a hug
Are you a friendly person: depends on the day
Do you have any pets: not anymore
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: probably out with someone else
Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: of course.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: only last night
What are you doing right now?: listening to 3 Doors Down!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes
Can you handle the truth?: yes
Are you too forgiving?: hardly
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Will
How many people can you say you've really loved?: romantically? one.
Do you eat healthy?: not at all
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my teddy bear
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quiet.
Are you confident?: you clearly don't know me
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. having my 1st big birthday party
2. collecting beanie babies
3. doing gymnastics
4. playing piano
5. coloring?
5 things on my to-do list today:
1. finish summer work
2. clean room for visiting family
3. hang with Rachel and watch Definitely, Maybe
4. work on trip to six flags
5. find footage of Chinese "martian" dance from floor routine
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. PB&J
2. Oreos
3. Puffy cheese doodles
4. apple & Peanut butter
5. fraps
5 jobs I've had:
1. babysitter
2. tutor
3. old people sitting...
4. i don't work much
5. especially over the summer
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| i'm not sure why his opinion matters so much. he doesn't know anything about me ...
and yet i still let it get to me. i get upset everytime his indifference turns to disappointment I know I will never be enough - I know I will never matter to him - I know he won't be proud.
and yet every day is a struggle to win some form of approval. One more year and i'll know if this was worth it. hah i'm so sure it's not... - Are there any unusual or personal circumstances which have affected your child’s development, education, or college preparation?
Growing up as a girl in the middle between two boys at home both of whom are very smart, Reema felt early in her life a lot of competitive pressures. But she adjusted well in the environment and still preserved her unique personality and tastes and pursued freely what inspired her instead of following others. -Dad fuck summer '08 | | |
| 2007 was a long year.
From sophomore to junior, I always thought there would be a huge change (in everything)
but I think it's more like people get busier and are forced to find the simple things they can do
and still try to enjoy them. The people around me never cease to amaze me with how much they can
do in the hardest of times. but I can't keep waiting on the world change. It's been a long year. Some new friends from distant places while I've lost old ones nearby. But
I am thankful for the ones who have stood by my side through all of this. I know I have been
selfish and distant, but things keep changing and I am trying to just keep going. There have been some amazing times this year.
Hardcore mock trial . California during Mid-terms . Ceran wrap? HANDS! "Mono" during
NJ Robotics Regional . Crazy AP schedule + Teen Arts . Senior prom <3 . Waksman .
Timberlake concert . my Sweet 16 . Yankees game . Brown Parties! and an eventful New Year's Eve .
Those are the times that I will truly cherish, along with the people who make my life what it is.
I don't have a deep message or anything meaningful to say, but all I can do is hope for better days. I want to end by mentioning the one person who has made this past year tolerable and even enjoyable
when everything seemed wrong. He has been the single most constant thing in my life in a long time.
He made me breakfast. He hid in bushes when my dad got home. He dropped everything for me.
but our 11 months together came to an end. now He has a mohawk. He doesn't drive the Tunahunter.
and all I can do is look around me, at all the shine he's brought to my dull life, and hope that it doesn't
fade away ... because if/when it does, I too will fade away ` When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul | | |
| I hate all of you.
it's all so fake and fucked up. stop lying and pretending.
just leave me alone I've never felt so alone just watching all of you around me.
don't bother me because you can't understand.
and I hate you for it. | | |
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